Currently living a typical mugger's life.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
todaae todae todae..
swap klassroom with 1e2.
hmmmm....
dunnno.
dunn think that the klass is suitable for studying...
is like...
dunnno.
i cant quite seee from bhind...
xiang huan wei~~~

but but but,,,
there will be pobs perhaps?
dunnno.

zzzz.
having lotslots problems nowadaes...
and my moood is like zzzz de lor!~

lost my wallet~~~

v v v hell ... ~

zzzzz.
anianianiwae,
i decided.
i thought over...
i shldnt be sososo angry?
NOT WORTH IT? for THAT kind of person....
yea...
she's just not worth any of my emotions lurh?~~
HAHA.

yea..
ppl can sae im evil.. im bad etc....

but but but....
whad will eu feel for a fren....
who's soso selfish?

ohk... dunno if selfish is the right word...
BUT,she's just someone... who ony wants herself to be good...
as long as she's goood.....
jiu ohk liao?
even if eu'r her frennn....
she DUN CARE?

sososo....
i thought over....

WHY FOR WANT THIS KIND OF PPL AS FREN?

she gets near eu for SOME reasons..
just a FAKE-FAKER.




whad th fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff !!!

im f-king angry ~ !
yeh... hell....

eu really seriously make i got th ~ ti end this frenship...
zzzzzz.
i dunnno..

BUT,
perhaps, i dunnid SOMEONE LIKE YOU..



fake smile? better than cring...
yarh.. i noe...
but.... whad for?
laugh, to hide my sadness...
does that make mi any happier onewae or another?

reality?
it;s something...
i didnt ever face, and nv wann to face...
yeh, shuldnt have avoid..
but that's th best tempo solut ever.

someway, somehow...
it's just hard.

People Envy Your Generosity

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Intrapersonal Intelligence

Reflective and thoughtful, you enjoy spending time alone. You are good at analyzing yourself - and knowing your true feelings. Totally self aware, you are in tune with your dreams and desires. A spiritual and philosophical person, your inner calmness inspires and helps others. You would make a great philosopher, researcher, or theorist.

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything. You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word. Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world. You get along well with: The Pinky Stay away from: The Index Finger

((((;

todae....
nth to sae dae.....
zzzzz.

i missED flagdate.
dotdotdot.....
zzzzzzzz.

ha.
went for my first first formal? tution since i entered sec school.
HAHA!

i find the cher v ~ (((:
ha.

emmmms.
but overall, the class is rather quite scary? ( i think.)

LOL.

anw,
mama bought the what tickets to the zoooooo.....~
9th March, family dae?

gg out tmr....
haha.
watching movie...
i guess. :DD

hmmmmm...
I LOVE TUTION!!!!!!! (somehow, i just love tutioning? (: )



bboooooooooo!
im bored.~

i feel like/ i wannt go to jc!!!!
but im like still slacking.. -.-
i just hope i can settle down and study....
zzzzz.
dhen it will be GREAT~

haiz haiz haiz..

zzzz.
not much things happen...
so,, there's osho nth nuch to blog...
ya...
so im like doing so any so many blogthings...
ha. for fun & to pass my time.....

zzzz.
i realli dunnno.

anybody?
pleeeeeeeeease push mi to study??!

JCJCJC ~ ~ !

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

You are artistic, intuitive, and inspired. You have good people skills.



Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.



Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible.



Your emotions tend to be well though out. You're willing to wait out a bad situation, and you're never too quick to act.

You Date Like a Woman

According to studies on dating, you date like a woman. You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling. A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you. And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off. You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky. You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit.

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows. You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love. For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding. You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run. Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as confident and determined. Overall, your true self is passionate and physical. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes... In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

[ti:其实我一直想对你说]
[ar:莫文蔚]
[al:l!ve is... karen mok]
其实我一直想对你说-莫文蔚

有一些话从来没说以为不说也懂了
我们都害怕太浮夸
这世界又过于虚假
原谅我吗
你的话若我没太多惊讶
总以为激情已升华
并不是热情已蒸发
还不想当时也把经营规划它
真的爱不必刻意吧
其实我一直都想亲口对你说
你爱我也不容易吧
但是你并不问代价
抱歉我原来还没亲口感谢你
给我力量不惧怕
好听的话都听腻吧错觉你不需要它
时间匆匆就像流沙
却想着来日方长吗
"原谅我吗"当情话
没点荧棒的火花
总以为激情已升华
并不是热情已蒸发
不想把情绪放淡
那太复杂
因为爱不是表演
其实我一直都想亲口对你说
你爱我也不容易吧
但是你并不问代价
抱歉我原来还没亲口感谢你
给我力量不惧怕
我笑意里那些泪水和我的歉意
到底可不可以稍稍去弥补
种种不如你期望的所处
如果我惊觉我爱你并不够
其实我一直都想亲口对你说
你的爱就是奖励吧
生命里额外的长假
抱歉我原来还没亲口感谢你
你就是我要的回答

<3.



booohoo~
onlining and doing lots lots blogthings since i reach home...
hahaha.

boreborebore...

i still said (todae and ytd)...
dhat im NOT gg online for the weekdaes....

and perhaps,
onli online once per week....

but,,
suan le barh...
slacker mi...
zzzzzz.

kiek...

my eyes' dmn damn damn tire...
got to bathe and fast fast sleep...
(and hopefully,, i will study ~ )

kiek.
bye~ (:

Your Birthdate: April 6

For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

Your Relationship is Still Building Strength

You're relationship is fairly strong, but you're still working on making things solid. Make sure you're both treating each other with kindness and respect, even when things aren't going well.

Your Love Quote

To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best.

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

面具

声音突然哽咽
也说不出心意
泪水慢慢堆积
失去行走能力
视线里圈住已走远的你
无力挽留我的呼喊已经淹没在结局里

心已经被撕碎散在空气里飞
像花朵已枯萎无法再次收回
从没有让你感觉到快乐
原谅我心里疯狂的执着
不要回头看我
不要恋恋不舍
跑着离开我吧
以后好好过吧
眼前你越来越远
骗自己让你更远一点

这么迟钝的我
可能有点懦弱
让你选择逃脱
也许这样没错
忘记所有经过
宁愿在痛苦中受折磨
要把回忆慢慢的遗落

请照顾好自己
现在说对不起
曾经有过甜蜜
为何还要离去
离开前请结束我的生命
失去了你一天也不能继续生存下去
你知道
现在我已不能退
走到无法挽回快要崩溃
你却还能从容面对
怎么会是我哪里不对
你为什么一定要离去
面具

歌手:安七炫



dhis post is for HIM....

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry....
真的真得很对不起！！！！！！
im really really really v v v v v v v v v sorry!!!!!!!!!
IM SORRY ohk?

i apologise,
i hope it's not too late....

im really v v v sorry......
i dunnn wannn to hurt eu de?

对不起larh!!~~~
i also/really feel like strangling myself....
i also cried till very jialat...
i noe i huo gai...
im sorry! really really very sorry!
dui bu qi..
eu yuan liang wo? hao ma?



what done cannot be undone...

it's now then i noe, it's now then i realise...
but..
everythings tooo late...

i dunnnno if eu noe,
but i think i noe...

it's ok...
im fine... (:


yea yea.
how i wish i am,
but i noe im not...
NOT.
just not.

eu wunn understands.
anf right,
eu never....
and eu never tried to...
HAHA.



一个人生活

叶子在窗外轻轻爷
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞

我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说 no
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情怎么会是这个结果
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

my world...
is turning grey..
i never admit..
but i noe. (:



hmmmm..
blogging agn.
zzz.

hmm hmm hmm..
intended to go fren? hse overnight de.

but but but,
DIDNT.

zzzzz.

anw,
was thinking alot just now.
time flies.
flies flies flies flies.
ya.

haiz haiz haiz.

hmm hmm hmm.
IM NOT EMOing.
im just THINKING.

haha.
anw anw,
think will blog shao shao barhs.

i gonna "save" my eyes!!!!

hmmm...
i wannn wear contact ~~~
想想想...

anw,
it's osho like time to pia le.
~~~~~~~~~
no mood, but gotta do.

PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE
really must help and motivate mi. !!!

haha.
jio mi to lib ~
LOL.

hmmm. hmmm. hmmm.
ohk lar...
BYE.



你是如此的难以忘记

早已知道爱情是难舍难离
早已知道爱一个人不该死心塌地
早已不再相信所谓天长地久的结局
所以我习惯了一个人的孤寂
所以我习惯在人来人去中保持清醒
所以我习惯戴上面具
不再为谁付出真心

但为何还是把你藏在心里
为什黱还是等著你的消息
我怎能告诉自己说我一点都不在意

你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沈沈的在我心里
你的笑容你的一动一举
都是我所有的记忆
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沈沈的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平静



HAHA.
3rd dae of cny.
((((:

i onli got 3 angbaoS..~

haha.
nehmind.
dunn bother bout angbaoS.
hahas.

emmmmmm.......
short update for dhis few daes. (:

firstday:
go susan's aunty house gamble gamble.
eat pizza hut for diner at je centre.
took family neoprint!! :))))))))))
omg. !!

seconddae:
go susan's aunty hse agn.
hmmm.
eat eat eat.
gamble gamble gamble.
HAHA!
dine at kfc. (16ppl, 3 families.)
haha.
emmm.
dhen go arcade. PLAE~



thirddae:
subwayD for breakfast. (;
gamble gamble at home.

and is now here, online, blogging.
ha.

temporary,
i conclude - newyear = eating and eating, gambling and gambling.

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance. You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you look at things from many angles. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.

Your Life is 52% Perfect

Your life is pretty normal - sometimes great, sometimes not so great. You have a lot of good stuff going on. Your life may be more perfect than you realize.

booohooo!!!!!!!!~
new year eve!!!!!<br>HAHAHA.
im so happy.((((((:<br>today's performance was GREAT, NICE.
hahaa.
took lots cha pics in dance room todae.(((:
haha.

kiek.
zilian pics taken.......
few daes ago.

PAISEH.
but dhis it's an "EXPECTED" thing? ((((:



BYE.
gg prepare prepare to bathe etc etc etc le.

eating reunion dinner at.......
SOON.
so earli.(((:



听说爱情回来过

不管爱在进行中还是仍未萌芽
不管你爱他比较多还是他爱你比较多
爱或被爱其实都是一种喜悦
在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
music
在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中

对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的他
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过

有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
只能把你把你放在我心中
ps:只希望你能幸福



zzzzzzzzzzzz.
i think im getting sick~
zzzzzzzzzzz.
sians.
i nearli die at dhat breakstall queing for bread~~~
DAMN DAMN DAMN
the queue is like long dao~
seriously,
its NOT cos i dun have paatience~~
zzzz.
dhen the stomach pain is ghibbing mi trpuble standing up can~
zzzz.
just finished eating.
feeeling muuuch muuuch muuuch better.
perhaps, im tooo hungry?
zzzz.
but...
die larh~
i think im gg get gastric SOON~ (shen ar~jiu jiu wo ba?)
zzzz.
but but but,
if im eating like at least 3-4 meals adae, and still get gastric~~
whad can i sae!? (f***)

kiek.
todae's full of complains i've~
zzz.
was thinking going of uploading photos...
but but but,
pb was so slow...
im lazyyy le larh....

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.

You Need Some Purple in Your LifePurple will make you feel ambitious, independent, and creative.
And with a little purple, you will project an aura of individuality.
If you want more extravagance, you've got to get a little purple in your life!

For extra punch: Combine purple with green or orange

The downside of purple: It can evoke sad feelings

The consequences of more purple in your life:

8:41 PM

Sunday, February 3, 2008

hyper hyper hyper!~
hahas.
4daes to cny! (:
haha.
hmmm.
ytd ytd (fridae).
i didnt slept dao (at night).
im a pro!~
hahaS.
chatted on phone from night till morn. (4am.)
(:
slept 2 hrs,
wake up.
went out for brakfast.
dhen headed lib.
hahaS.
home at 3pm.
slept till evening.
hahas.

todae todae.
wakup at 8am?
LOL.
emmms.
dhen eat, start onling.
hahas.
has been finding blogskins recently.
and ya,
i changed my skin.
okok.
i did all the editings myself. (: (first time.)
hahahs!

okok.
i find th skin rather simple.
but...
dunnno.
haaha.! (:

emmmms.
im still waiting for kelly to send mi pics we toook ytd.

hmmmm.
and and....
i xiang tong le.
REALLY GOING STUDY le!
i love studying! (:
hahaS.
(friends, motivate me!!!)

next week, or next next week is/are gg to be the last (2) week (s) of pk's playing mood.

haha.
i have alot of things in my mind.
hahas.
i wannn...........
go kbox, movieS, shoppingS, play play play etc etc.
haha.
and and 3 weeks ltr,
she's going to settle down,
and really study hard.
ha.

i dunn wann to regret.!! (:

4:49 AM

Saturday, February 2, 2008

booo. ~
have been online doing blogthings EVERYDAE...
dotdotdot.
LOL.

You Are The Hermit

You posses a great deal of wisdom and the ability to see people for who they are. You are always looking ahead at the future, developing visions. A loner, you tend to travel by yourself through life, seeking your own truth. You don't crave material things or fancy titles. You have no baggage. Your fortune: It's possible that there is a unknown guiding figure in your life, ready to help you. All you have to do is find this person and seek their advice. It's also possible that you need to start seeking the meaning of your own life. Either way, there's some deep thinking you need to undertake, and it needs to be done soon.

http://www.blogthings.com/whattarotcardareyouquiz/">What Tarot Card Are You?

hahas.
testS are finally over?
as in....
finished dhis weeks' 5 test...
haha.
but get back result, SURE faint~

nehmind nehmind.
dunn talk bout it le...

anw...

some daes ago,
took pics with....

haohao.

bearbear. (:

(okok. i noe. it seeeems like im more like camwhoring dhen taking pics whib ta (s)~)

haha.
and and
i was kinda high ytd!
ok.
was happy ((: .
hahaS.
:ppp

camwhored before i sleep.... (what eu tends to do in the mist of highness.~)

((((((:

dimple is love. -.-

10:01 AM

Friday, February 1, 2008

yayaya.
i die my buiness...
no nhid eu care...
happy? ~

一到家就跟我吵。。

10:43 AM