Currently living a typical mugger's life.

checked the lyrics of my blogsong.
well,

one of the line,
i thought is :
人天生根本都不可以爱惜身边每一个

the actual is :
人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个

lols.
okie la, close.
meaning?
my canto not that bad ~

歌手：twins/boy'z

死性不改

twins:
再见了
我的宠爱
谁愿接受这种意外
你赞我天生可爱
不愿看着我离开
同伴也话我傻
喜欢受挫
宁愿情敌在伤我
人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我
凡事也治倒我
几多黑心的教唆
我亦捱得过
来煽风来点火
就击倒我么
谁恋爱就多障碍
死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱
我没法活得来
情人的存在
是我从来都志在
能在我拱手让爱

boy'z:
我怕可一不可再
难道你被爱都有害
我确信天真不会错
威力会移山填海
同伴也话我傻
喜欢受挫
宁愿情敌在伤我

合:
人天生根本都不可以
爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我
凡事也治倒我
几多黑心的教唆
我亦捱得过
来煽风来点火
就击倒我么
谁恋爱就多障碍
死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱
我没法活得来
情人的存在
是我从来都志在
能在我拱手让爱





I'M BORED !



歌手：a chord 专辑：恶作剧之吻2 电视原
词 曲:a chord

关于蓝天的忧郁
我想了解分析
却不经分心
不禁想起长发飘逸的你
关于你给的回忆
我想你也想不起
只因为所以
有自知之明我只敢远远望着你

从没想过那么心痛以后
你还是陪在我生命中最空虚的时候
我仿佛回到那感动
从没想过离开伤心以后
我终于能够当你面前勇敢的对你说出口
你曾经让我心动

我要加紧脚步加紧脚步对你说 x5


你曾经让我心动



偶尔想你的时候 就让回忆来陪我

i dont noe from which song alr.
just randomly 'pop out' .
uu see ~


nth to blog bout.
except m y 15 hours worth of sleep ytd nite.
dead tired.

no sch today ~ ! (:
monday is coming, im not putting in effort.
zzz.
like..
i dont know.
i say wann do some chi..
BUT my chi owaes = fb ?
lols.

ii donnoe, 90% retaking.
cos screwes oral cant pul my marks up.
definitely.

sad life.
Zzz.

okies, forget bout this.
on a happy note,
IM LOOKING FORWARD TO HOLIDAYS !
(abit early to say though)

but but ~
i donnt know.
will have a very occupied holis.

but i promise to try my best to squueee time for revision.
but really doubt will have time lohh.

i donnt know.
after A's then see how.
but if revision fails, i will have a hard life next year.
hmmm ...
when am i thinking so far?
i guess thaat's onyl thing i can do besides fb ?
okiie, chi.
i donnnoe lurh..
zzz.


OH and yea,
i LOVE donnoe what nuts. (i dont know how to spell)
my new carve!
(:



*edited.
PICTURES TIME :





FRIDAY (23/10):
- details on 2 posts? earlier -


jurong primary school students (:



siyi !

peiqi !


sasfinn !

kristle !

wendy !



bread bought from johor ~ (:



loving plaitss recently ! <3s.> (tied by rh.)
public speaking course day.






ps. 'updated' my playlist.
( new addicts added in )



ALEVEL chinese in like 4day' time o.o





im in love with the song : xiang tai duo ~

i got back my phone !

bro and sis are playing monopoly.
dot dot dot.
lols.
(i dont know what to say .. )

ps. i cannot say they childish, will have karma.
lols


gg watch k.o3.guo sooon ~ (:
but dont think this epi (35) nice..
dot dot dot.


btw,
i swear my eyes hurt la ~
zzzzz ..
bery dry.

but ytd was buzy, yet fun.
hoho.


FRIDAY (ytd) :
schooled, dint attend lesson.
go for the jps thing.
until 1pm.
homed.

prepare and chiong.
for movie with class girls at 2pm !
(nearly backout, when im sorta the organiser? )

after mel's 'whitelies' lols, i managed to get there b4 movie starts (:

BUT BUT BUT .
that show isnt nice !
plus abit scary ~~
zzz.

(blue mansion.
discouraged from watching !)

met wendy,
e5 gathering at ps.
mealed, photo-ed !!!
slacked, me wendy sy pq went back first.

homed.
prepare and met kel.
head out.

.
.
.
.
.
.
.

fun.



busy tao hua xiao mei - ing !
nice show !
mg ! (:



HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

happy birthday.
eugene.
yeah , as if you would ever find your way here

but if you ever do, leave a tag or something.
will you?







POINTS FORM :

1. i DONT feel like preparing for tmr's quiz.
2. im VERY afraid of op and chinese ~
3. but im very lazy to study chinese .. ( though it's like 10 plus days away).
4. my stomach is killing me recently.. (i realise how cmi my health was).
5. my phone was spoilt AGN, sent for repairing.
6. my house phone may be gone soon ~ lols.

.
.
.
.
.
.
.




okie, anyway, mel just called.

so im wondering...

'' DO I REALLY/ALWAYS refuse to say BYE during a phone call? ''
ii thought i do bye MOST of the times?

ohya, my cher i speak on the phone like ahlian =.= ~



后来 - 刘若英

后来,
我总算学会了如何去爱。
可惜你早已远去,
消失在人海。
后来,
终于在眼泪中明白,
有些人一旦错过就不再。

永远不会再重来,
有一个男孩爱著那个女孩。



okie ..
im like so bz spamming post?

5 posts or so straight ~
lols.






EDITED !
no diff.
added all MY PICS :P



LAST SUNDAY :



s/. took pics w kel and wendy, but..
i dont know am i suppose to post? lols. (:


previous SUNDAY (BBQ !) :
























SCREWED LIFE.
LIFE SUCKS !
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !'

f f f f f !

i really dont feel like doing ..
T.T

damn it damn it damn it.



When the one you love is killing you, it leaves you with no options.

saw this on the very thick book mel's currently reading.







GOT IT FIXED (:
like finally.

me got no mood to finish up maths and chinese...

have been very tired recently.
dozing off unknowingly.
no matter how many hours i slept, still beri sleepy ~
):

schooling back tmrw );
but on the positive side, holi's starting in 2 weeks' time !
(ermm.. though.. stillgot chinese and pw,
BUT
it's still a good thing what?)


think im retaking chinese next year ~

wish me luck for pw..
im quite scared ~
i cant speak ~
(i mean in public .. er.. i mean.. )

aiya,
you get what i mean ~

met up with lots peeps this few weeks...
xD

alright,
im gg off to bathe.

NO PHOTOs, laaaaaazy to transfer..


ps. quite addicted to ' wo xiang yao shuo ' since ytd?
think very... meaningful..?
hmm...


ps/. urge to lose weight ~
but it wont last..
so well...
sun qi zi ran ba..


life's getting boring.



我想要说
作词:周炜杰、蔡旻佑
作曲:蔡旻佑
编曲:蔡科俊
蔡旻佑-我想要说
★ danfeng927制作


看着右手被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送
默写你的爱过
坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说
表情才不难过
我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我
倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后
整夜的风冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我




i guess, i really need you by myside,

i dont like making choices.
i really dont.

and i found out,
i really got the tendency to ''run away'' from things.
):

i dont know if i should go for the selection test..
i dont know if i want take h3,
if i dont, then why go to fail ?
right?



isziit really so hard to admit?



and as if you are gonna to understand.
i donnoe.

im alr very tired.
and sometimes, i just want to be quiet.

will borrow books to da fa shi jian.

keep wanting, but not doing.



i hate decisions. i owaes make the wrong one, somehow.



我在想... 如果忘不了 就别忘吧？



lazy (:
tired (:



i started.
but give up.:P

wendy, no pics (:

ps/. sorethroat, followed by flu.
if nothing goes wrong, will fall sick soon.



hoho.
i change my playlist, but accidentally removed my tagboard.
so smart of me urh ..
hahha.

ii lazyy find taggyboard.
next time (:



muahahaha.
spending bombs since tues.
watched surrogate with tam (: !
damn nice show ~
loves loves loves !

met yi hui-er awhile. <3s.

overall,
today was a pretty good day ! XD
yea, esp when i thought im gonna have a very screwed day !

hohoho.

ps. who can i blame?



FUN COMES 'from/with? ' MONEY? ! or something.

true.
but the ppl matters oso right ?!

i had fun today <3s.

yea, spent lots.
but more importantly, the ppl rawks!
went out with 2 nice girls... XD
kbox-ed with mel, ate with siyi .

chatted abit (((:

ps. chewyyy, meet you agn.
ps. mel, i hope our k session wont be like donnoe when.
& dont uu dare blog mi fugly face lurh ):


pss. i really really intended to go buy bbq stuffs today.
really.



i treat people the way i want to be treated. but sometimes, i just couldnt get the same response.

well,
while it's true that when you treat otrs well,
u shouldnt ask for or shldnt even expect anything in return.

but still.
in this this this world,
how many ppl really can unconditionaly do things for otrs?

even if uu do help a fren, and didnt ask(literally) for anything in return...
firstly, doesnt uu expect some help when uu are in trouble too..
secondly, it's him/her ur fren?


(okie. readers, whether uu understand or not, it doesnt matter actually.
im just .. donnoe.. some thoughts... )
and so dont bother asking .


nothing happens.
just thoughts.

and that's why i classify myself as mature?
at least..
i understand know some (cruel) facts early?
lols.

hahas.

but..
since being mature is 'positive' thing.
there's bond to be compensation.
there's more thing to worry/wonder/think. (and that's the 'negative')



and the fact is..
the world's just cruel,
life's unfair.

i know this, and i understand.
but im still learning, and still trying to accept.



LIFE SUCKS !
even the simplest thing doesnt go well.

心酸。 很多话想说说不出来。
ii donnoe.
ii reallygot ALOT of things to say.
but ii donn feel like calling anyone.
ii donnoe.
life is this sucks .
really. really. really.


and what else can i say?



大哭一场后 也许 真的会好很多

ii donnoe how to describe the way im feeling.
& ii donn think anyone would understand anyway.

ii donnoe.
not the usual thing.
and no point trying to say anything to me.

ppl who doenst know will say ' Dont think so much.'
ppl who knows will say ' Wont de la.'

but..
it doesnt help.
does it ?


ps.
ii donnwanna feel happy cause lots are worse off.
ii oso donnwanna feel sad cause lots are better off.



promos over ! ):
most likely cmi.
99% .
seriously seriously.

what else to say?

hmmm...
work harder next year in J1 (:



abit no moti today.
DEAD.
alot things undone...
zzzzz.

ii think that's the prob of being a sudden hiong mugger ??

and my eyes ~
zzzz.


ohkiie.
阙宝琪
jiayou jiayou .
咬紧牙关！！！
hang on !


2more days. T.T




我要的选择
词:李焯雄/管启源
曲:陈文华


后来你终于搬走了
我想你也会舍不得
每次经过那巷口还会想起呢
这位置停过你的车
后来你说都要幸福
逾期还是如此温和
也是我还不清楚失去了什么
这不是我要的选择
怎能说我不爱 难道你不明白
耐心为你等待 抹空多少期待
不管爱与不爱 我该如何辩白
痛的爱哭不出来
我才明白爱真的存在
后来你说都要幸福
逾期还是如此温和
也是我还不清楚失去了什么
这不是我要的选择
怎能说我不爱 难道你不明白
耐心为你等待 抹空多少期待
不管爱与不爱 我该如何辩白
当悲哀哭不出来
我才明白爱真的存在
经过了那么多 你有没有想我
我当然也难过 没有对你说
怎能说我不爱 难道你不明白
耐心为你等待 抹空多少期待
不管爱与不爱 我该如何辩白
当悲哀哭不出来
我才明白爱不能重来