Currently living a typical mugger's life.

i dont deny,
it means something.

well. (:



noe what,
i put smileys dont always mean im smiling or im happy.
u just hv to fiou. (figure it out urself.)
lols . (:

i think girls do that?
or only me?



okok.
i edited the christmas post,
and my picsss spamming post.
lols (:

with WORDS.
lols.



WHAT's with his Fking attitude.
seriously =.=

respect.
i know i dont owaes do that but come on wth.

u know, it's in the genes.
i may not have so good a tempt oso okie !
like f.

argh.
i seldom complain, im mean.
im serious.
not when blogging.

argh .



oh well.
i m quite 烦。
so i ve dd that i will stay at home tmrw ~
yeah, it's the 31st.
but so ?


haha.
okie, off.

argh.
im still v pissed .T.T
seiously seriously,
ur attitude hasnt been bearable this 1 plus week.
oh f.

and now u are bullying the fan,
adnd kena scolding frm mum?

well,
oh.

and i so-called attitude mummy just now.
well, sry.

i shall start saving.

anotr reason for not gg out tmrw !
wooohs ~ (:





WOAH !

pics spamming.
my pics.

like duh.
lols.

okie, im getting kinda shy.
i suddnly thought of privating my blog.
i mean,
my blog's like my photo album.

















met up with that kelly lee 2days back.
sunday.
yeah.




intended to movie.
but but but ...
okie la.
really no show im crazy over w now what~ :P

i want watch treasure hunter ?
lols !
31st dec.
omg !

2 more days ~ XD



7 posts straight!
meaning ? u scroll down button right down down down ,
it's STILL today's post.
lols.

i must be real bored.



random thoughts.
or rather, blog hopping.

i think all girls (omost all) who dress up look pretty ?!

awwwwwwwwwwwww ~

les or not,
u can judge urself.
lol.



oh well.
i think i ve got a bad temper.
recently? or since this year.

i insist i want to blog.
but i forget what i want to blog alr
(which i thought of just like fewminutes ago =. )

fine fine fine fine fine.

ohyah !
i rmb.

im looking forward to the 31st.
whatever the reason.
but i know/have a feeling, that, ultimately it wont turn out well..
gah. ):

and the higher hopes means higher expectations
means when things just go slightly less than what's expected, u get VVVVV sad.


imy, serious.
i dont know why.



blog blog blog.

i shld update what have i done these 2 months?

DEC HOLIDAY 09 :
first few weeks : OP ! duh.
the week after op : worked. and homeworked. (:
2 weeks after op : out out out. prepare for shandong trip.
(though i rmb i wasnt really enthu, in otr words, not enthu at all then.)
i mean, i changed my mind bout gg. lols.
then,
shandong trip ! 1 whole week.
the week im back : went out EVERYDAY.
hahas. mon till sat.
the sunday?
im off to msia for 2 whole weeks.
i was back last monday.
well, today is monday.
so of the 7days,
i went out for 4 days?


yeahyeah.
my holidays's gone soon..
ratio of schwork done : fun ...

gah.

wel,
what i want to say.
what i really want to say.
what i really feel and think.
im scared.
yeah.

i dont know.

there's more.
but i shldnt say.
dad will nvr agree..

anw, im having gp tution next yr (:
it's not cnfm though =.=

i think im not prepared for next year.
sis will agree, and encourage, in fact, saico me to pei her for anotr year.

i dont know why.
this shldnt be something i shld worry about.
i dont know .

my life sucks.






CHRISTMAS ! :





diner with yishen and sis.
some jap food.
lols. !
okie.
loving jap food these days (;

pooled at Beauty world.

homed at 12plus plus !

ps. i failed in pooling.
badly.

awww ~
but i think they tooooo pro.
so well (: haha.




CHRISTMAS EVE ! :



<3s
ps. i super love the first pics !
the 4 of us one ~ hhahas.
yeah , wendy, not loving u !



met up with e5 peeps.
darren, jiansheng, yicong, yiloon, kaitai (guys)
wendy, sasfinn, kristle (girls)
for movie in bugis.
lols.

what show?
Avarta ! Avatar !
(well , passed wendy blog and noticed i misspell. lol.s )

omg nice ! <3s>



changed skin ! XD
haha.

i love my skin.
i love the tagbox more.
i love the my playlist more more more !!
hahhas.



oh ,
and im rarely at home since holiday.
im either overseas, or im out (omost everyday =.)

gah.

i promise i will mug soon !
i know it's kinda impossible.
ps. kel , u broke my heart.
7 years of friendships, u so 看不起我 ! ):


but i will try. (:



argh,
i dont feel like complaining.
i shall keep my 'real?' thoughts to myself.
and some close ones,
if i happened to mention.

well.
somethings arent meant to be said/ shared.



how can i get over?
seriously.
when im nvr into.

gah.

life rocks.
reality sucks.

sad to say there's something i will nvr reach.
(including you.)
i know it , very well indeed.
so i dont bother trying.
i hate failure, i admit.
but who doesnt?
at least, who are willing to take one, if the path's smooth and straight right?

gah.

i doubt everything.
everything in life.
everything bout me.

trust.
it's one thing,
i nvr learn.
or rather,
i one have it, but i lost it.
thanks.
thanks to u.



NO LONGER.

more than piisssed.
used to be able to finish a chap within a few hrs, if i really concentrate.
no longer.

it's been days.
i cant finish.

yeah,
there goes my brain cells.

oh f.



MERRY CHRISTMAS ~ !
ytd was a happy day, overall XD


some dumb things i did,
i dont even think i shld b posting this..
but..
just for memories, when i look back in the future..

i did some cleaning-ups in my room 3days ago, Tuesday.
i washed an alarm clock.



全世界的人都知道 一厢情愿是种烦恼。



there's something wrong. with me no you.
i insist.

im weird, i admit.

girls are hard to understand?
it's not true.
gender doesnt reallt matter.
i think.

random. (:



WOOOOOHS !

旧的不去，新的不来。
hahas.
i finish packing my shelfs (excluding books de ! ).
hahaha !
throwing things' d fun-est,somehow!

hei pi is an understatement !

hoho.

and i got back my phone !
it's been more than a month !! XD



when an answer is difficult,
it cant be the answer. (:



i dont feel lik doing anything.

so well, belated updates !

msia !

3 色奶茶，3色咖啡 !!


09s16 chalet !






well, bro deleted like 100 plus of my pics !
well, though like more than half are my very own photos.
but but but...
im pissed.
i dont want watch movie w him alr !
i dont even want to give him the sweets i bought from shandong (it's v nice, mind you!)
seriously, i nvr attempt to strangle him is alr ren zhi yi jing liao kie !
zzz,
i should start finding a knife now.
bb !



爱才
作曲编曲监制:伍乐城 baron
作词:林夕
歌词制作:叙永№50004.com

曾经想过走
却并未看透
你可希望补救
难道要强调你
有几个枕边挚友
曾经幻想分手
但是我一回头
眼泪便已在浮游
明白我不够斗
来电不接听才不久
承认我未得到资格走
这个世界有许多恋人
可惜你有才华没良心
盼你更坏赐我决心
明白伤心不需要忍
这个世界有几多好人
偏偏你有才华便吸引
全世界劝导我都不应允
聋得令知己伤透心
抱我双手在震

如今怎算好
我亦在计数
太痴心没好报
无奈我拿着爱
当一个奢侈嗜好
凭歌令我倾倒
你是台上明星
犹如提醒我别逃
你往日凭着情歌
来跟我互相倾诉
离别你后听到怎算好
听你唱歌死了也甘心
这个世界有许多小人
只得你那才华极吸引
而我也懒为你的过去追问
或者不可以忍
往往只因未衬
一唱歌便勾起我心瘾
记得要幸福



well,
i mess out my template once agn.

tired,
off to slp.



曲名：最动听 歌手：房祖名


昨天晚上我又梦见你
在梦里我看见很美的东西
可能是在睡前想过你
才会梦见你
在梦里
我常常寻寻觅觅寻找着你
是梦而已
在现实里我曾经问过自己是否爱你
还是个游戏
我想要看见你的眼睛
听见你的声音
不管多小声我会用心地听
不管多小声多小声
我也会用心用意在意地听
我想要看见你的眼睛
听见你的声音
不管多小声我会用心地听
不管多小声多小声
因你的声音
在我心
是最为动听



金 莎 - 我介意
词:陈德志 曲:李志源
其实我的安静有迹可寻
只是你不太留心而已
如果说 两个人在一起
比一个人孤寂
爱会不会过期
渐渐你成为我部落格里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说 留言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的 会不会就是你
我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法 和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢

渐渐你成为我部落格里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说 留言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的 会不会就是你
我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法 和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢
我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法 和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了他
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢





there are times i just feel like being alone.
no whatsoever reason,
no whatsoever thing happened.

i dont understand.



IM BACK (:
hoho.



some thoughts.

yea, still in msia.
'sneaked' in to cousin's room and play com ?
lmao.

im gonna get prepaid card like soon/
today or tmrw.
haha. (:

life isnt good.
it nvr is.
but sometimes..
i dont know.
i think it's me.
i dont know what i want, really.
i dont know how to appreciate anything and everything.
well.

but i doubt i can do anything. (:



Just in case u ppl are so gonna miss me when im away ....


i shall do pics spamming alright !
i mean duh, it's an excuse..
hahaha.










yeah , done.

still having trouble w phoneys.
i shall settle w mum's songs then, cos i dont wanna wake sissy up ~



我不要你的承诺 不要你的永远

well it's 5.30am.
leaving in 2hrs' time ...

im abit pissed w phones,
i kinda miss my phone lurhs...
ive difficulty transfering songs and pixcy.
somehow..

zzzz.

i dont know why.
ive got no idea.
seriously.



想问为什么我不再是你的快乐
equally....
life sucks.

i intended to post up pics,
but time is tight.

i had fun lurh,
holidays till now are pretty occupied (:
yeah,
im v tiring.

im gg msia tmrw , sunday 8am.
dont miss me urh ~

momo lov-ing.



SHANDONG !!!!!! (23-29 nov 09 !)

i dont know,
i think not that fun..
but i do miss the place, the people the trip !