Currently living a typical mugger's life.

Eugene loi teck jun,
Happy 18th birthday ! (:


yeah i still remember.




how are you?







不想做笨女人..

爱人与被爱,
我选择the latter.



I believe u dint lie.

But, tink u dk that u missed her. Again.
U do (:

sigh.



他还是不懂 - SHE

要说什么
杯子都已经空了
闭上眼睛心里下起大雪
天寒又地冻
是不是到了
爱情结帐的时候
只剩下各自买单的寂寞
为什么当我推开门
他没有来拉住我

他还不懂 还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
在第一时间拯救我

要用什么
融化这一片沉默
在四周的冷空气里叹息 化成烟飘走
过去的种种 在心里滚成雪球
怕还没说话泪就会先流
爱不是他给得不多
是不知道我要什么

都是背了太多的心愿
流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多 心也有 坠毁的时候







FROM love-collects.bs

Dear girl,
Don't mess this one up. I think he is the one.
Love, your heart.





Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman, but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.

Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities becauser they complete you.

When they asked me what i loved most about my life, i smiled and say... you.

The man who really loves a girl is the one who know that he can make her cry, but will never try.







terrible stomach.

flu.

feverish.

dint do much work today.

unintended break.

sad thing is...
dint rest much too.

fml.

woke kinda early.

dint take nap.

eyes pain.

no mood mug.

cant eat alot things.

terrible sorethroat.

idk.

terrible life.


ZZZZZZZZz.

f#@$(#@%*


but well,

im independent,

if not,

i will be. (:



Going Crazy. f.



很累。
Sian

火坑？
不要紧，没关系。

我会自己...
想办法。
反正，死不了就还好。
而且， 习惯了就还好 （：



曲名：寂寞寂寞就好 歌手：Hebe

还是原来那个我 不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺 迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你 是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用 每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看的见以后

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉




Controversial.


From facebook :
为什么好男人找不到女朋友

坏男人往往脸皮厚，大胆，善于撒谎，不太受道德约束，花招诡计多，不负责任。
而这些特点恰恰击中了女人的软肋。

假设硬件条件相似的好男人和坏男人遇到同一个女人，坏男人的杀伤力要强出N倍。

首先，好男人的出手概率要小得多，因为好男人开始追求之前就要考虑负责任的问题，
所以不完全中意的不会去追，条件不成熟的目前不能追，对方已有男友的不能追，未来前景不看好（例：在不同城市）的不能追，限制极多。
而坏男人反正也没打算负责任，只要对方有点姿色，或是触手可得，一概先追了再说。

第二，好男人诚实，没钱没关系就实话实说，对女方的缺点也坦诚相告，往往让女人很失望。
而坏男人随便编两个故事就可以显得自己实力超群；对女人花言巧语又很容易让她们心花怒放，认为找到了知己伯乐。
在这个浮躁的社会背景下，好男人多年的辛苦努力换来的成果多半还不如一个坏男人用3分钟时间编出来的故事更能让女人心动。

第三，好男人总想着尊重对方，不会找机会调戏非礼。而坏男人通过调笑，酒精，跳舞等方式随时刺激女人的荷尔蒙，
一有机会就把对方占为己有。女人一旦被调动起来，反而很快会爱上这个男人。坏男人一次调情的效果往往超过好男人默默的多次付出。
有些傻女人认为男人上了她就是爱上了她；更傻的女人认为一旦被男人上了，她就必须爱上这个男人。女人的本性中隐含着逆来顺受的基因。

第四，好男人真心付出，把双方的感情看得很重，心态容易不平衡，为一些小事和女友争吵。
而坏男人心想：反正我不过是做一场游戏，找点刺激罢了，哄哄她得了，生个什么气啊？心态更平和，反而显得成熟个性好。

第五，坏男人的约会经验通常比好男人多的多。参照第一条，坏男人一有机会就出手，即使不成功也积累了经验，逐渐了解了女人的心理。
坏男人通过大量的实战经验在约会时把这些表面工作做得很好，而好男人却懵然不知，被唰了都不明白为什么，还以为是自己实力不够。

第六，双方发生争执时，好男人自尊心，原则性强，不会轻易迁就对方，往往为些小事谁都不让步，最后只能分手。而坏男人脸皮厚，认个错比喝稀饭都容易，往往轻而易举就能哄得对方回心转意；当然，那是在他还没有玩腻的时候，否则即使女方让步他也能找出借口分手，有时候女人反而会一再让步，彻底沦为坏男人的玩物。

第七，好男人原则性强，循规蹈矩，往往显得乏味。而坏男人一心追求刺激，变化多端，常常给女人以新鲜感。不知不觉中，女人就被坏男人迷惑住，控制住了。

第八，大部分女人对生活的期望值不现实（爱情小说，电影看多了的后果）。造成的后果是诚实的好男人达不到她们的期望值，只有坏男人才能编造出一个她们心目中的理想世界。

另外，对于多数女人来说，上床造成两人关系的质变。占有她身体的男人比起其他男人有太多的优势（亲密程度大大增强，对方无形之中多出很多操纵女方身体及行为的权力等）。

坏男人能做到的，好男人为什么做不到呢？

对于好男人，你是他生命中的重要组成部分，他对你的过去，现在，未来都在意。
而坏男人更能容忍你的缺点，因为他只需要容忍几天，一两个月；而好男人却要计划一辈子的前景。

但是女人往往对好男人努力为她所做的事认为理所当然，不屑一顾，所以好男人要变坏，才会得到女孩子的青睐。。。 很认同！

很多女孩子把“好男人”当作“傻男人”。其实她才是真正的傻瓜。

把这篇文章送给所有单纯的傻女孩子！！



idk.

FML.

I dont feel well.
NEVER want to feel like this anymore.

dumb me. wellz.

i need to slp early. after my work.

roller coaster.

Alevels, losing mood.
Would get ruined like this. IDK.

A sleep.
should be enough? (Hopefully.)

medication..
Need.
BUT theres no such things.

the only way is to stay strong, pray, and hope.



HOW ABOUT ....

let's tilt the board a little, shuffle the cards abit more, edit the plot ..


it shouldnt be.
and im sick of it.

wells.


idk.

'You will never find a guy who love you so much' ,
'There's no such thing as unconditional love... you know ?' ,
'Baby, you are worth the wait, worth my love. ' ............


come on ~

why must guys always make the last/such memorable/sweet moves/talking ?

idk.


how about ...

'You wont be able to find such an impressive girl. Anymore. '

how about....

'If you cant give unconditional love, then dont you even think that there's gonna be a day where i will fall (unconditional or not)'

how about ...

'Yes, baby, i know. But do you know, Im worth it. Meaning : Hey look, boy, even if you wait for a thousand years .... A dream is still a dream.
I'm your unattainable goal. '


(:



im falling sick. i think .zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz



/:

lost.



mixed feelings.

slow down.

Earth.

slow down.

i need time.

to recuperate.
and sort things out.

alot more time to prepare.
for As.

omg.



I Believe & I Realise.

Like,
there's always a reason why a person will like someone.
- for appearance, for character, for money, for ...

Love,
it's more then like.
it's...
when a person, not only like someone for his/her good traits, but is able to Accept the negative ones.

-yes, all the imperfections.

True Love,
it's when..
there's a 180 degree change of your love
- in terms of appearance, physical and mental conditions, how he or she treat you, a change of heart ...

yes, when all the expected (or unexpected) things happen to your love,
when he or she is at their worst state,

but still...
you cant resist the desire to continue to treat him/her well.
he/she still has a place in your heart.
you still can accept all the mega changes that happen.
you heart still beats for him/her.


yes, then it's called true love.


but suddenly thought of it.
and realise.
love, true love.

it's not to bout how he/she was in the past.
NOT even how he/she is now.
(not bout you being able to accept him or her for whoever he/she is now. )

it's about, thinking.
imagining.
the stituation.
when.. he/she was at the worst state.

what will you do ?
how will you feel ?


well, undeniably,
there isnt quite alot who can do this ?
yes, maybe just a few. very very very few.


nites (:



low productivity.
dk.






SPAM!