Currently living a typical mugger's life.

曲名：忽然之间 歌手：莫文蔚 专辑：就是莫文蔚


忽然之间 天昏地暗
世界可以忽然什么都没有
我想起了你 再想到自己
我为什么总在非常脆弱的时候 怀念你

我明白太放不开你的爱 太熟悉你的关怀
分不开 想你算是安慰还是悲哀
而现在 就算时针都停摆 就算生命像尘埃
分不开 我们也许反而更相信爱

如果这天地 最终会消失
不想一路走来珍惜的回忆 没有你



weird.
i feel kinda relieve after typing the previous post.



Facebook stuffs.
well, i nvr reall describe myself before?
did i?


hmm..
idk , since the mood is here...
and i fb-ed it .
so well.



Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 30 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 30 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you :)

1. Im weird/different/unique. kie, whatever.

2. I've got very ironic combinations of character u can ever think of.

3. Im easily contented, but t's been long since im truely happy.

4. Im a picky-eater BUT i eat alot.

5.My Ideal height and weight aim : 165 cm , 43kg.
(yes, it's out of reach~ )

6. I day-dream and think of random stuffs alot.

7. Im afraid of death. like... what's next?

8. Im a emo kid, i love sad songs BUT i love colourful stuffs. (:

9. My favourite coloure is NOT pink ! =.

10. I've got no talent.

11. I love doing quizes.

12. I swear noone truely understand me. Or at least till now, i haven found one.

13. I dont really have idols. but i go raaraa over cuuuute actors sometimes.

14. I get bored easily, i hate routines! BUT i dont like change, i cant really adapt.

15. I can really sleep alot alot hours. (:

16. I hold pen in a weird/different/unique way.

17. Life's good but i still get stressed and sad easily.
Ohya, i cant handle stress.

18. I've heard lots people hate me at first sight. but i think 我人缘不错 :P

19. I've got lots of ambitions, but nothing realistic. I mean, not working towards any.

20. Im not exactly very dao. I mean, dao is not the right word ! Im just.... shy? introvert?

21. I can text / msn a friends hours when i dont actually talk alot with them.

22. My language sucks.

23. I've master the 'art of keeping stuffs to myself' quite well. (:

24. I love taking photos. that's one of the very very very few things which can make me happy.

25. I dont hate studying. I just wanna learn at my own pace.

26. I look at cute girls ! but im straight, or at least, I believe I am ! HAHA

27. Im blur, by nature.

28. Im mature. SERIOUSLY.

29. I hope things gonna be as good in the future, im not very independent.

30. Im SUPER messy. oh, and im not girly as in girly.

can i just continue... =.= lols

the mood is here.and i doubt i will ever type things out like this next time.

U know, #23. ~

31. Friends stand a higher ranking in my heart than boyfriend. idk why also.

32. I dont really bother much bout what otr think wants to think of me, as in, i cant stop them anyway.
And basically, i think im not good, but at least fine (:

33. I hate comparing. I believe different people got different talents.

34. I dont love praises ! Seriously, dont bother praising me.

35. Mood affects me. when i've got no mood, then seriously =.
oh, and i moodswing quite abit.

36. I've got no hobby.

37. I hate people who lies. Yes, sometimes, even white lies.

38. I found out i like taking neos ~

39. Kbox is loved (:

40. well, im doing this now cause ive got no physics mood yet.
so well, no point placing notes in front of me also right ?



................
these are things i've been thinking quite alot.
so well.

must be the recent moodswing.
i usually wont do this.

i mean, people should understand you.
shouldnt be you telling people.
u know.

hmm....


ps, im hesitating if i should delete this from fb ~
seriously, it's like so personal.
im telling people everything bout me. =.

weird.
blog i wont mind.
facebook...


kie whatever.



i've got boring life.
well, most people do.
so..........


idk,, got no mood for physics.
sooo..
that's why im here.

haha.
i love baby (:
she's freaking cute.



那就这样吧。
i only can say.
purely not fated.
thankyou for everything (:
thankyou.
thankyou.

still, im sorry.



as long as you dont give up, even one step is something (:

i will work hard.
but i 've learnt.
尽力而为。
if really cannot, then too bad.

it's the last lap.
feeling tired is normal.
having the thoughts of giving up is normal.

but 我明白了。
走一步，算一步.

if i just dont give up,
just continue.
i will reach the finishing line.

A step may seem to be nothing, but it does matter.


Life's full of lesson.
if i really happen to fail,
then im gonna learn another lesson.
重要的不是结果。

长这样大，还没有遇见什么能让我尽力的事。
and maybe that's why 我做人这么 neutral.
and little things 能让我打从心理的feel happy.

but all these are cons.
and if choy, but if i really fail.

i think i will learn something next year (:

but for now, 我会加油。

and 平常心（：



因为不是每个人都可以应付失败.


life's been smooth.
that's why i will have all the so-called unnecessary worries.
i think it's good though.


really.
cannot imagine how will i cope if i fall.



24/6



我不太爱面对困难。
avoiding is always an option for me.
somehow.

oh, maybe that's my talent?
and the only left...

idk, sorta manage to find a way to avoid all probs everytime.

yes, i know this is bad.
and wont do me any good in the future.
i know.

but idk how to change.

know what, life's fair.
at least i think.



i can no longer differentiate.



super nice song (:
addicted.
it keeps replaying in my mind.

张靓颖 - 如果这就是爱情


你做了选择 对的错的

我只能承认 心是痛的

怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那麽深

就放声哭了 何必再强忍



我没有选择 我不再完整

原来最后的吻 如此冰冷

你只能默认 我要被割舍

眼看著 你走了



如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你

如果我愿相信 你就是唯一

如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃

那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒


如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平

你不需要讲理 我可以离去

如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你

那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你



灰色的天空 无法猜透

多余的眼泪 无法挽留

什麽都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱

被呵护的人 原来不是我



我不要你走 我不想放手

却又不能够奢求 同情的温柔

你可以自由 我愿意承受

把昨天 留给我







know what?
i dont need to run to know that im gonna fall.
but yes, i agree, if i dont, how do i know im definitely gonna fall?



how?



can someone tell me what's life?
what's lfe suppose to mean ? and bring.

i dk.

life's a struggle.

i lived my 18 years of life, with the mindset of being happy is like everything.
as long im fine with it, im fine.

but...
things happen.
i dk, to complacent?

idk, when things dont go your way.........
how?


i dk, i've never been so unhappy.
and helpless.

it's not like i dont have friends.

idk, sometimes, it's hard to complain to people.
i mean, not all are gonna understand how u feel u know u know??

im out of ideas.
i used to be fine after a cry. almost all the time.
listening to music does help.

and after a nap/very long sleep.
i will be fine.

idk.



have been real down since sunday.
im sick of work.
schoolwork.
if this go on,
i really dk what will happen.



PICS SPAMMING .

it's been very very very long :P
















Lyrics (Y)


曲名：怀念过去 歌手：欢子

我们都在怀念过去

失去才懂得珍惜

我的心曾给过你

当时你却不在意



为什么过去的山盟海誓

你我都已经忘得一干又二净

其实我们都不是在逃避

只是生活太现实 谁都无能为力 啊


要知道 承诺这两个字

只会让人更加伤心 更加抑郁

因为无法兑现的时候

只是伤人的利器 没有幸福的价值



过去再美 终究是过去

我们都在怀念过去

失去才懂得珍惜

我的心曾给过你

当时你却不在意



我们都在怀念过去

偶尔心会痛一次

我的心已经麻痹

爱已被现实腐蚀 再美也是过去



曾经的爱已逝去

后悔已来不及

拥有过就算幸运

我们要学会珍惜 Ha ha…



相爱也许很容易

相处需要学习



多给对方一点空间

不要什么都小气

别给对方太多压力

就不会透不过气



曲名：越爱越难过 歌手：吴克群 专辑：为你写诗

说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由

但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
但你还拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do

然后连话都不说 继续沉默
连朋友都没得作 为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来做
~~End~~



张靓颖 - 如果这就是爱情


你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那麽深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍

我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看著 你走了

如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信 你就是唯一
如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平
你不需要讲理 我可以离去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你

灰色的天空 无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什麽都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人 原来不是我

我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求 同情的温柔
你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天 留给我



要不是他在眼前对你的爱恋
我想爱你的心将持续冬眠
梦被叫醒如何能疏远

要不是你在耳边对我吐真言
我想我会怎样跟你没关联
从此脸前到你脸也能面这面

我明白直觉
会因为视觉听觉触觉产生错觉
于是要你无觉也不要你了解
挥挥手只是假动作掩饰我
深爱过的线索不该武力剥夺
该你的幸福结果
就算冷漠是假动作没有错
我背负心碎藏躲独自人海漂泊
为的只是要你能忘了我

　 要不是我开始在深陷的边缘
　 没想到那么快就必须弃权

　 可是所有的可能不允许深一点
　 我明白直觉
　 会因为视觉听觉触觉产生错觉
　 于是要你无觉也不要你了解
　 挥挥手只是假动作掩饰我
　 深爱过的线索不该武力剥夺
　 该你的幸福结果
　 就算冷漠是假动作没有错
　 我背负心碎藏躲独自人海漂泊
　 为的只是要你能忘了我
　 关于经不起流言的家伙赶紧抵制脆弱

　 人的不自力难免有许多
　 痛的不痛尽量躲过才能好好生活

　 挥挥手只是假动作掩饰我
　 深爱过的线索不该武力剥夺
　 该你的幸福结果
　 就算冷漠是假动作没有错
　 我背负心碎藏躲独自人海漂泊
　 为的只是要你能忘了我

　 请你忘了我


作曲：黄韵仁 作词：小寒



S.H.E - 只为爱上你


如果说这世界 不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们 亲手给它变得美好
就像爱 看起来 会那么少 一定是
在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到

一片片落叶 为开出个花园
手牵手捱过整个冬天

每只蝴蝶 为了飞
为了翩翩起舞 先做一个茧

最美海岸线 总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连

你的身边 要不是
比天边还遥远 勇气怎么出现


只有我了解 这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你


感谢我每滴眼泪 如果爱 真的是 那么的少
我们就
一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰