Currently living a typical mugger's life.

kinda tired.
despite long hours of sleeep.

idk, eyes hurt.
should lib right.

sian.



唐山大地震

DAMN NICE !!! OMG !
i cried all the way !



what happen?



我想 有一天....
你会后悔的....
你会的...



thankyou .



没事。
就是累..
而已。



i know my taggggy box colour very weird.
idk, i may change blogskin sooon.
yeah.

and idk.
wan something different.
yeah.



i ...........................

dk.

at this rate..
will i make it?



抱歉。



h.a.i.z.



林峰&泳儿 - 明天以后(国)

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说
迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好 你的坏
林: 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你心疼我(林: 我不要你离开我)
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
泳:我从来没对你说
压抑的 我的心动

林: 我的好 我的坏 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你来心疼我
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林: 所以我们才选择
合: 做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你



曲名：我们没有在一起 歌手：刘若英 专辑：在一起


你一直说的那个公园已经拆了
还记得荡着秋千日子就飞起来
漫漫的下午阳光都在脸上撒野
你那傻气 我真是想念
那时候小小的你还没学会叹气
谁又会想到他们现在喊我女王
你哈哈笑的样子倒是一点没变
时间走了 谁还在等呢
这杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麽伤感
世界太复杂 你说单纯很难
我当然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨
我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

那条路走呀走呀走呀总要回家
两只手握着晃呀晃呀舍不得放
你不知道吧后来后来我都在想
跟你走吧 管它去哪呀
这杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那么伤感
世界太复杂 你说单纯很难
我当然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨
我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨
(我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方)
(你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长)
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

我们没有一起至少还像朋友一样
你远远的关心其实 更长



FROM FB.

... that there are many ways to climb a mountain. There are many ways to live a life. Allow each person to choose their own path



nvr felt this way before.



'抗食'
你知道的。
fear.




weird.
i realise u arent hard to guess.
i realise....
what u want....



曲名：除此之外 歌手：范逸臣

Say goodnight晚安
谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚

Close your eyes,be quiet
我明白你有自己的不安

很多来不及我不曾看见
我只遇见你的现在

不管你接受或离开
I hope to stay for a while

除此之外 要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快

除此之外 非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在
不会走开

So Goodbye晚安
舍不得看你觉得不自在

It’s alright,I’m fine
看起来 这故事会写不完

很多差一点你没有发现
你只认识我的现在

不管你留下或走开
I’m gonna stay for a while

除此之外 我要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快

除此之外非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在

除此之外 我还在等待
你的心将为我敞开
But if you need somebody
你知道我会在
不会走开



tell me.
what to do.



what if i say.
life's bout more than one story.

i think i like leaving things ambiguous.
lols.

read between the lines.



我真的不知道我要什么

不想前进但也不想后退


很像从来都不知道
不了解

什么叫得来不易的东西


idk.

dilemma

我真的不会了解
付出
这两字真正的意识
想 很想告诉你

请别对我太好....

idk what i can give.
back.



但人是自私的
所以我。。。
算不舍得吗？

不知道。

但又谁付出了
真的会。。。
不奢求回报？

请你...


i like what it is now...
idk.

selfish.
perhaps.


idk.


if time stop for awhile.
just awhile.


need a break.

idk.
give my best shot ?
nah, not yet.
but i cmi alr.
累了。
abit stressful?
idk.


where's the line?

i dk , should i streched.

and hopefully......

but what if...



曲名：谁 歌手：蔡健雅

现在的我
还是对爱 充满疑惑
没对或错
还不想给 什么承诺

保持沉默 独自走过
空虚和寂寞 它们陪伴着我
装作洒脱 其实很懦弱
有太多的借口 终究没有结果

谁让我感觉 他最了解我
眼神交错 话都不用说
就抱紧我 让我感受 他多爱我
谁让我感觉 不需要再躲
过去心痛 从此被淹没

就抱紧我 让我感受
让我感受 他多爱我
让我相信 他是爱
让我相信 他是爱~爱我的


未来的我
一个人过 也算不错
冰冷的手
插入口袋也算暖和

日出日落 都差不多
若有谁陪我 那一定更好过
天空为我 一直闪烁着
用太多的借口 我在拒绝什么




曲名：零 歌手：柯有伦


从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦寂寞 还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间
宁愿孤独 懒得再去想谁

两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱过去 然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会抓住 我的无力双臂

怎么会哭 谁错谁对 为谁抱歉
不会再哭 谁错谁对 为谁憔悴

走入零度空间 等到一切分裂
就算爱的危险 我们一起面对
来不及的防备 没听过的誓言
要我怎么学会 多了爱的明天

走出零度空间 终于一切分裂
就算爱的很累 我却不会后悔
放下所有防备 一切都无所谓
逃出黑暗世界 开始新的明天

新的明天
新的世界




曲名：以后
演唱:周华健

雨已停 在楼下
听见你 说回去吧
这一次 对不起 来不及
答应的相偎相依
没办法 走到底
说再见比再继续容易

以后 再也没有了以后
以后的黑夜与白昼
无止境的守候
以后只留下这伤口
再也无处可躲
看不见的尽头
曾经痛的那么 无助
以后一切已经模糊

你的天 你的地
在哪里 已遥遥无期
转身去 忍不住 问自已
过去的点点滴滴
要忘记 也可以
只能说我已经很努力

以后 再也没有了以后
以后的黑夜与白昼
无止境的漂流
以后只拥有这伤口
再也无处可躲
回首爱的那么 糊涂
最深最痛最美 最初



what was i thinking.












BLARH !








have dimples lorh.









曲名：恋上一个人

恋上一个人就容易失了神
曾经为爱流的泪
干了又为爱心疼
我的痴我的真
要给多少才完整
只怕你不懂我这样的人

非要等到爱远走分两头才知道多不舍你走
留在午夜梦回醉掏了心
伤心对自己说
非要等到爱远走分两头
才知道谁都怕寂寞
一直有句话要说
你是我今生今世的守候


恋上一个人

等到爱远走



What is Man without religion ?

GP exam.
i realise.... woah pk how smart =.=

damn.


6 more chaps.
to READ.
killer ones.
by tmr.

yeah, i think i dug a ground.
to jump tmr. =.=


and my stomach is killing me .
my braincells arent cooperative enough..






是累的



Oh NO !

http://www.drdaveanddee.com/alzheimers.html


Symptoms of Alzheimer's disease are more serious than simple memory lapses such as misplaced car keys. People with Alzheimer's have trouble communicating, learning, and reasoning which severely impact their work and family life.

The Alzheimer's Association (www.alz.org) has developed a checklist of common symptoms and warning signs.

10 Warning Signs of Alzheimer's Disease

1. Memory loss. One of the most common early signs of dementia is forgetting recently learned information. While it's normal to forget appointments, names or telephone numbers, those with dementia will forget such things more often and not remember them later.

2. Difficulty performing familiar tasks. People with dementia often find it hard to complete everyday tasks that are so familiar we usually do not think about how to do them, i.e. steps for preparing a meal, using a household appliance or participating in a lifelong hobby.

3. Problems with language. Everyone has trouble finding the right word sometimes, but a person with Alzheimer's often forgets simple words or substitutes unusual words, making his or her speech or writing hard to understand.

4. Disorientation to time and place. It's normal to forget the day of the week or where you're going. But people with Alzheimer's disease can become lost on their own street and not know how to get back home.

5. Poor or decreased judgment. No one has perfect judgment all of the time. Those with Alzheimer's may dress without regard to the weather such as wear very little clothing in cold weather or show poor judgment about money and giving away large sums to telemarketers or products they don't need.

6. Problems with abstract thinking. Balancing a checkbook is a task that can be challenging for some. But a person with Alzheimer's may forget what the numbers represent and what needs to be done with them.

7. Misplacing things. Anyone can temporarily misplace a wallet or key. A person with Alzheimer's disease may put things in unusual places, like an iron in the freezer or a wristwatch in the sugar bowl.

8. Changes in mood or behavior. Everyone can become sad or moody from time to time. Someone with Alzheimer's disease can show rapid mood swings, from calm to tears to anger, for no apparent reason.

9. Changes in personality. Personalities ordinarily change somewhat with age. But a person with Alzheimer's can change dramatically, becoming extremely confused, suspicious, fearful or dependent on a family member.

10. Loss of initiative. It's normal to tire of housework, business activities or social obligations at times. The person with Alzheimer's disease may become very passive, sitting in front of the television for hours, sleeping more than usual or not wanting to do usual activities.

If you recognize any warning signs in yourself or a loved one, the Alzheimer's Association recommends consulting a physician. Early diagnosis of Alzheimer's disease or other disorders causing dementia is an important step to getting appropriate treatment, care and support services.


shit!
bold-ed means i have !
OMG !



The world is built for right handers. Examples are everywhere. For example:
In school, have you ever seen a left handed desk? They don't exist.
Many left handed items cost more.
Novelty coffee mugs are made with the picture or text for a right handed pick-up.
Scissors for for right handers. Only a lefty would understand this.
The computer mouse you are using as you read this is designed for right handers.
Did you Know? Right handed people operate in the left side of the brain. Left handed people use the right side. Therefore, only left handed people are in their right mind.
Left Hander's certainly earned the right to have a day dedicated to them. And, August 13th is that day. So take a minute to appreciate your left handed friends and loved ones. Don't forget to send them a Left Handed Day Ecard to show your respect.
Remember today and every day: "Lefties have rights!"
As lefthanders, we never do anything right....kewl!
Left Handed Facts and Trivia:
Sinistrophobia is the fear of left-handedness or things on the left side.
While many people are left handed, very few are 100% left handed. For example, many Left handers golf and bat right handed. On the other hand, there is a high percentage of righties who are 100% right-handed.
Lefties are also called "southpaws". The term was coined in baseball to describe a left handed pitcher.
Tuesdays are Lefties luck day.
Only about 10% of the population is left handed.
During the 1600's people, thought left handers were witches and warlocks.
International Left Hander's Day was first celebrated on August 13, 1976. It was started by Lefthander's International.
They say everyone was born right handed, and only the greatest overcome it. (he,he,he)
It is believed that all polar bears are left handed. Also see Polar Bear Day.
There is a rumor that octopuses have but one right hand. Scientists are diligently studying this issue.
Think about it: Everyone is a Left Hander in Left Hand, West Virginia.
Lefthander's Slogan: "Everyone is born right-handed. Only the greatest overcome it". ...Brilliant Author unknown


http://www.holidayinsights.com/other/lefthand.htm

there's a test section ! (:



my result :
You scored 8 points out of 12.You may consider yourself moderately lefthanded.





Many great people were left-handers, among them Alexander the Great, Aristotle, Cesar, Napoleon, Bismarck, Mozart, Rachmaninoff, Leonardo da Vinci, Michelangelo, Einstein and Leo Tolstoy !


http://english.ruvr.ru/2010/08/13/15568676.html



INTERNATIONAL LEFT HANDERS' DAY (:

lols.

k, idk.

im....
haiz.

idk what im thinking.
not ....
idk, why?
at this time....


wellz.

zzz.

maybe im tired.
apparently, vry tired? recently.
okie.



anw, i realise there's people who thought that im not straight?

hmmm.......



i had a great shock when i cant log in to blogger just now.
like.
o.o ?



wells.

tired.
lots of work.
cant sleep.
moody.

idk.

不想太过依赖
不想变成习惯



im.....







伤痕
伪装
封闭

怀疑
放弃
不相信

放手
离去
别靠近



可悲
可悲的
我可悲的


......................



别碰
im sorry.
but dont touch. dont touch it.



repeated actions.
repeated words.

taken aback.

i dont wanna regret.
so i dont wanna give a 2nd thought.

contradicting? not.

i wont, if i know, at that point of time, i will still choose the same road.
no 2nd option, no 2nd thought.


wellz.

hate it when im sooooooooooooo piggish .
slept till 12 plus.
lunch-ed.
just reach home.

zzzzzz.
5 days holis, i slept 2 and a half away.
wellz.
great job, kpk.


zzz.


i think...
brain working hard recently.
(not the studies way though)




黄丽玲 - 伪装

我的头轻轻靠在你肩膀
想说些什么 却又说不出口

如果你和我只剩一秒钟
你想给回忆 留下怎样的笑容

渐渐忘记我曾经为谁心动
也忘了曾想要追逐的梦

MY LOVE MY LOVE 让痛消逝在风中
然后请你放手 请你放纵去感受

MY LOVE MY LOVE 现在就卸下心中的伪装
改变自己其实没有什么错

让悲伤从此停滞在脑中
和所有苦痛 一起让大海淹没

化了妆像隔离了阳光
面具它不说 其实想真实的活

渐渐忘记我曾经为你心动
每夜疲惫穿梭在噩梦之中

醒来时总是带着不安惶恐
你遗憾 你又满心的期待
幸福会找上门来 只属於你的快乐
就卸下你的伪装



曲名：结果 歌手：郑秀文


但愿别人没看我 极力在逃避过错
不敢想来日那结果
除非一张开眼错事没有发生过
奇蹟不可洗脱我 我是有错

不肯走前路更远 心中屈结谁为我心软
唯紧握双手来被你看穿
你有否想抛弃我这没用懒理的宝贝
若你真出手相救只怕你他朝后悔

谁能漫天风雪学抬头 越过最崎岖山丘
沿路鼻酸可否伸手牵你手
如若学谦卑再学回头 是你说我可得救
可我相信未必可白头

试过出走心魔叫一刻侵占我心窝
受不起种种试探我疏忽於结果

谁能漫天风雪学抬头 面向最崎岖山丘
沿路鼻酸可否伸手牵你手
如若学谦卑再学回头 是你说我可得救
可我相信未必可白头

前路直通天国别回头 越过最崎岖山丘
这天愿将身心交托於你手
谁曾在伊甸里面迷途 在这天十指紧扣
心意归向你 服从爱你 就有归家的福气
等到审判那珍贵日期



if time rewinds,
and i know im gonna make the same decision at that point of time.

then it's not call regret.



well.
random.

mentality.
vs.
mindset.


it's beyond words.
it's.......



mixed thoughts.

slept to 2pm.

there goes my 2 out of 5 no school days.
sigh.


life.
what's life.
wellz.

meaning. purpose. goal.
im finding.

but it's not that easy.
is it ?

some people took forever, never understood.
some understood just before they close their eyes and move on.
some thought they understood.
some found it, but too late to change and pursue anything..
reasons?commitments?
some are lucky though, they found it when they were young.
But, again, knowing and achieving.
there's a difference.

idk , i dont know what's mine.
i think i will never be able to find it.
oh, mayb when im very old or stuff.
but seriously, idk.
i think, knowing after .... is quite a bad thing, when you cannot do anything alr.
yah.


i just wanna lead a happy life.
yes, as simple as that.
but it's not that easy.
it's not so simple.
life's........


back to physics.
well, let's hope studies will make me realise what i want in life k.


lunch or no lunch ?



forgot bout physics test！
kie，off to bathe now。

mug mug mug



如果从此不过问

不想对你难舍难分

是否也就不会冷

心就不会疼



i feel like changing my link.



i dont blame people for being selfish.

who can be selfless anyway?
and..
it's weird when people are too nice and stuffs.
(toooo selfless).


idk. Random thoughts.
believe it or not.


everything happened for a reason.
i dont know how you feel.
but , wells.



Smiles.

Deceiving.




Right vs Wrong.
Good or No Good.
Happy or Not.

wells.
wellx.
wellz.



one day you will realise.


Change.



goooooooooooooooooooonna hibernate.
reaal soon.

should have done so long long ago.

well.

kiek.

i will be back (:


and anw, how many times i ve said i will not be blogging and..
will still do.

randomly.
suddenly.
when i feel like it.


kie.

A's nearing .


idk .

i will survive.

i think .

even if...

nvm.

people says u shldnt say u cant before u try.

so well,
i should just shut up .

i hope.
i wish.

seriously.



容易受伤的女人


留著你隔夜的吻

感觉不到你有多真
想你天色已黄昏
脸上还有泪痕

如果从此不过问
不想对你难舍难分
是否夜就不会冷
心就不会疼

颤抖的唇 等不到你的吻
一个容易受伤的女人
希望 希望 希望你会心疼
我害怕一个人

为何不肯 轻轻唤我一声
安慰容易受伤的女人
为了你 我情愿 给一生
黑夜里不敢点灯
是谁让我越陷越深
让我深爱过的人 越来越陌生
留著你隔夜的吻
感觉不到你有多真
想你天色已黄昏
脸上还有泪痕

如果从此不过问
不想对你难舍难分
是否夜就不会冷
心就不会疼

颤抖的唇 等不到你的吻
一个容易受伤的女人
希望 希望 希望你会心疼
我害怕一个人

为何不肯 轻轻唤我一声
安慰容易受伤的女人
你的眼神 烫伤我的青春
黑夜里不敢点灯
是谁让我越陷越深
让我深爱过的人 越来越陌生
颤抖的唇 等不到你的吻
一个容易受伤的女人

希望 希望 希望你会心疼
我害怕一个人
为何不肯 轻轻唤我一声
安慰容易受伤的女人
为了你 我情愿 给一生
黑夜里不敢点灯
是谁让我越陷越深
让我深爱过的人 越来越陌生



notice i like to give short sentence/few words.

yes, cos i dk how to express.

plus.
my brain will argue.
my point of views contradict.

so how am i supposed to type out what im thinking.



WHAT DO YOU WANT.

WHAT DO YOU WANT?



udk.
but it doesnt matter.
does it?

when there's no choices.
no otr options.

what makes you happy.
you cant afford.

so .......... ?





you have been following for soooo long.
it's abit too late .

or rather.
not now.


u want anything .
later.

first.
now, pass this.



KEK POH KHEE.

self-discipline. ~

wth .



procrastination.

ability vs attitude.

wells.
stoop thinking.

and life will be better?

will it.
it will.



i dont need a break.


cos i haven really try. not vvv hard.

cos i intend to try harder.

idk.



Past. Present. Future.

struggling.


Purpose.....?



Past. Present. Future.

struggling.


Purpose.....?



曲名：后来才知道 歌手：张智成

在朋友的生日party
发现你意外的出席
还和从前一样的安静

而爱似乎所剩无几

所以当我靠近

连话都说得那么客气


那时街上我们哭得那么糟
好久以后才忘掉
可是我 可是你
可是那些任性
却迟迟不肯离去
直到
后来才知道
不是不要只是都选择了醉倒


一直到
后来才(突然)想到

后来才想到

当初没有固执地往反方向跑

爱 是否还很好


人群终于渐渐散去
看着走出门外的你
往事最后还是都没提
而爱几乎垂手可及
只是抓得太紧
却以为那是一种权利



从前我们不需要呼吸

现在的我们比较像自己

关于过去 只剩

谢谢你



周杰伦 - 说了再见


天凉了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱 一分一秒都好

天凉了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好

你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳
身陷过去 我无力逃跑

说再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱 一分一秒都好



曲名：凌晨三点钟 歌手：张智成


现在是凌晨三点钟 喝了点酒头有点痛
寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜 暂时把心放空
你晾的床单忘了收 没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对 没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后 要怎么去拼凑

Baby Baby Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻 话说得太重
所有的情节都失控

Baby Baby Love should be so beautiful
你给的太多 现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的 凌晨三点钟



凌乱的房间里头还留着你的香味
怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容
如果时钟倒着走 我不会再让你走
有些事情要绝望到底才能看得透


Baby Baby Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻 话说得太重
所有的情节都失控

Baby Baby Love should be so beautiful
你给的太多 现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的 凌晨三点钟

hop by zhenyu's blog.

dk who's zuo ping.

but i think . LYRICS (Y)

loads thoughts.

dk how to write.

i dont like inception.
i think it's scary.

but it's nice...

idk, too engross, too deep.
yet, still mixed up the whole story.
wells.

and, yeah.
scaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaary.

idk.



everything's a dream.


it's.
idk.
bro told me months ago.
and i doubt he reads.
well, like....


when we dream, we're present at idk where.
living.


maybe the life's we're living is also a dream...


somewhere, we're dreaming.
that we're leadin such a life.

wells.


but...
idk .

i just said, 'u crazy ar? ' then.
wells.