Currently living a typical mugger's life.

<3 joyful trip.


but... idk.

loads of things to deal with now.

and im not exactly happy happy.
kinda worried.



sort of lost...

like toooooo out-of-touch with my life.

but not that i have loads of things to worried about either ?



I am not ok.
and i know it.

All the memories start flowing back.
The good times.
The bad times.

It's like...
I never knew I could rmb so much...

It's like...
I suddenly realise how much lesser time we are together as we, or rather, I age.
My fault. Though I thought, it should be normal.

):

Rmb the time when I used to cry, so so so badly, when you need to go back to Msia.
Or when I need to come back to Spore.

Rmb the time when you use to hold on to my shoulder when walking down the stairs and up.
Rmb the time you complained your leg's pain.

Rmb the time when you are working at Nu Che Shui, and the conditions.
Rmb you always head down to Nu Che Shui esp OG (but recently no longer) and Si Ma Lu whenever you come ! (You came quite a lot of times this year, or rather, during the past 1month plus).

Rmb the times you scolded me for making my shirt so wet (due to my v wet and long hair) when I came out of the bathroom! And you always requested (kinda forcefully) me to change my shirt !

Rmb the times when you buy me 1kg (sometimes 2) of chocolate biskuits or sama oreo biskuits or sometimes, the small round biskuit with pink, green,yellow,white 'cream' on top(dk how to describe) when I need to go Po Po's jia(especially during these times) or come back to Singapore! Cos you know, how much I love the biskuits, and how picky I am towards food since v young!

Rmb you will tend to cook huang dou ji dan (granddad too !) cos I mad love that dish ! And the no of times you cook ... is such that... bro will go complain to po po that at wai po's house thr's nth to eat ! (: hahahhaa !

Rmb many many many many years ago... you will cycled us to liong gai! These few years, only wai gong did that... But still (:

Rmb the times you come out to tc of us!

Rmb the time you went to Blg when I am in i forgot P5 or 6 to take me home (as I was unwell)
I rmb (or at least, maybe I imagined??) there's sort of some discussion taking place? Size difference I guess? ):
(To be truthful, I think there's sometimes, when I wish grandad will come! I dk, is it cos of this reason though! I mean.. really. but that was when i was v young !)

AND REALLY, I STILL LOVE YOU! Alot.




Today....

I heard a not-so-good news.
Well, to be exact.
Not good. Not good AT ALL ! T.T

Wai Po. <3


It's on;y recently that you started to be able to enjoy (really enjoy enjoy) life. I guess.
And awww ~ )))):

I miss you.

I will go back and see you !
Really.

Wait for me !

Although some part of me still worry bout quite a number of other things, but I know. I will regret. Definitely. If.. I dont go.

1 year. Pray hard.

I hope it will be longer ! Though.

Cos max, I will be able to see you 3 more times );

Granny............................



it's my problem again.

i guessed.



都到了这种地步， is there still a point?

idk.

are you happy ?

i feel strangled.
谈恋爱谈得好辛苦。



we might as well....






break off.