Currently living a typical mugger's life.

While i was crying,
I found this.....

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

David Harkins quotes (British Poet and Painter b.1958)

(: But i guess i still need time.

“One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching.”

http://thinkexist.com/quotations/death/

Im still trying to make it worth.

maybe it's not a dream-it's a deepest wish inside me-that gran's back.

"When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change." - -Wayne Dyer

"Not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced." - James A. Baldwin

"When we can no longer change a situation, we are challanged to change ourselves" - Viktor Frankl

"We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them." - Albert Einstein

hmmm...

So often, we blame other people when, really, the problem is right down in here. I’m not happy. I don’t know what’s wrong. If I just had another job, I could be happy. If I just get married, I would be happy. Well if I just wasn’t married, I would be happy. Well, if I just had some kids, I’ll be happy. I’ll be happy when these kids finally grow up and get out of here. If I had a bigger house, I would be happy. Well, I got a big house. Now if I just had a maid to clean, I’d be happy. Well, now if I just had a maid I could get along with better, I’d be happy. – Joyce Meyer



Anw, i like this :
We either make ourselves happy or miserable. The amount of work is the same. - Carlos Castañeda



Im kind of like down today.

Nothing feels right.
NOTHING.

I tried....
on bed doing nothing = boring
playing games = boring
studying = boring
watching shows = boring
eating = boring

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So, anw, these are what im currently reading.
http://www.stayingpositivequotes.com/2011/05/true-happiness-quotes/

True happiness quotes.



We tend to forget that happiness doesn’t come as a result of getting something we don’t have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have. - Frederick Keonig

The basic thing is that everyone wants happiness, no one wants suffering. And happiness mainly comes from our own attitude, rather than from external factors. If your own mental attitude is correct, even if you remain in a hostile atmosphere, you feel happy. - H.H. The Dalai Lama

Remember, happiness doesn’t depend upon who you are or what you have, it depends solely upon what you think. – Dale Carnegie

How we feel about ourselves, the joy we get from living, ultimately depends directly on how the mind filters and interprets everyday experiences. Whether we are happy depends on inner harmony, not on the controls we are able to exert over the great forces of the universe. - Mihaly Csikszentmihaly

Happiness resides not in possessions, and not in gold, happiness dwells in the soul. – Democritus

It’s not how much we have, but how much we enjoy that makes happiness. - Unknown



I once believed. Now, im having 2nd thought...




2011,



cny soon.



little things make mehappy these days.



I still miss her.),:



moodswinging?



BUT wait a minute...



My dearest kins will know, (or rather, they are the one who emphasized again and again) how much $ means to me.



so fast, it's been 40days..



Jiayou love, your first day as a tutor (:



thanks love.



If only i knew... that that's thelasttime im gonna see you.



i realise..



First day of 2012,

I seriously think.. i failed.
Badly.
as a person.

But no point thinking of the past right?
New Year, New Happenings.

Alright, I dont always make/list down my new year resolution..
but for 2012's...

1. Be more independent
2. Be more responsible
3. Make sure there's a balance in my life (spend more time with family esp)
4. Explore/Learn something new
5. 'Stabilize' relationship with b
6. Make more great uni friends
7. Have an awesome getaway with friends
8. Work hard for my CAP
9. Be more health conscious
10. Compare the result with what's listed here at the end of 2012!(provided 2012 it's not the end of the world! lol)

hmm..

sudden urge to watch 2012!



I hate life for being so complicated..
maybe.. it's me..