Currently living a typical mugger's life.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRxfTyNa24A



'一千句 亲爱的 恐怕时间到了无缘在遇上‘ ’明天以后我们会懂 失恋的挫折让人变更成熟‘



“忘了爱”。 Gah, shouldnt think so much le. 顺其自然， 该来的，就会来的。 你明白吗？ Lab report (Experiment 8) CM2101 Group theory ~ GAH. Hope my leg recover! It's badly swoooooollen -.- Lost motivation these few weeks /; Should try to gain it back le ba. 1 thing though. My house here like always got renovating thing when i dd to study at home -.- Till the chair I am sitting on currently is vibrating too. Gah.



Sigh.



First thing. Blogger changed. 2nd time i have the strong urge to blog for quite sometime. School.... Fine in a 'not fine' way, as usual. It's me. My problem uh. Relationships. Rocky. As usual? hmm. It's me. My problem too. Life. Dk. Pretty good on the outside. But. It's me again. I supposed? Tuition. Hasnt been really committing (well). Ya, irresponsible? Feel the guilt. A little. /: I miss teaching Casey, by the way. But somehow, I choosed to gave up what I like? Hmm.. Something is terribly wrong with me. Not enough sleep perhaps. Mood swings perhaps. All perhaps, life's too perfect, I am just trying to find fault with it? No mood to study. No mood to do work. Still gonna try though. I should. I must. I need to. Just drop-by bro's blog. Make me even more highly emotional /; Granny, I miss you. Reading about the regrets... the words unsaid to you. Come to think of it. I dint really regret much? Except, the day. In the hospital, when you told me.. "Deng ni xia ci hui lai, jiu mei you wai po le.'' I really wanted to cry. I wanted to tell you, I dw you to go. I dint. But perhaps, it's good also? If the words I left unsaid had been said, you probably... will feel more sad? DK, till now, it's like... still an emptiness in my heart. Oh ya. I 'forgot'/ hadnt been calling grandpa recently. I sucked in general uh -.- Must call him tonight. Dad told me, he looked for me. Reflected. True, Im indeed very self-centred. Too self-centred. And the thing is, so far, I had been blessed enough.. To have the whole world revolving around me. Thanks Dad, Thanks Mum, Thanks Grandparents, Thanks sis, Thanks bro? haha Thanks cousin, Thanks boyfriend, Thanks my many many friends, Thanks teachers, Thanks. Everyone, that had appeared in my life. But still.for what/why I am feeling so down for -.- May or may not be back. For awhile.